Sweet Stranger!!!

Its been a couple of year that I left my heart in the old sad forest..Now, maybe its the time to pick them up and bring in my world of fantasy. Yes fantasy, the situations and things that only happen in our dreams for it is very impossible...Yes! I know what you are thinking...everything is possible, but someday u will realize what possible really means...
Well, i just woke up from my fantacy world and now trying to reach out the reality. How sad, because in reality, full of doubts, insecurity, negativity and etc. Hmmm i used to be like that before but not...Woooola! i don't easily get mad, sad, and don't feel worthless no more. Because of the stranger i was once met in a certain social sites.He is very kind, very positive and intellectual. When he speaks towards me, he is very sweet god fearing and oh did i already say to much about him?hehe in fact i have lots of great words i can describe him. He is now my newest inspiration, my dream man and hopefully my soulmate... Sometimes he became my drug for feeling so addicted with him...And love the feeling being addict! To be honest love making a great fantasy with him in my dreams. Do i really bad for that? How about having a strange feeling with a guy having a long gap regarding with our age?haha crazy isn't it? Well, goodluck to me whatever it takes...Its fate, i need to work on it..