Worthless! In the second time around...

I don't know how to control myself most of the time. But I think this is the right way to have a break for falling inlove with somebody that is very impossible to be mine. I know he wants me, but its not like as i could. We're very apart and that's the greatest hindrance why he can't fall for me. At first I thought, what i felt is already love. Then, I realize I'm wrong and must i not suppose to be happen. Maybe, this is just a feeling that i over reacted. I must stop and help myself to avoid pain that I will surely gain if I continue this stupidity. I can almost see myself with that man together, suddenly, the facts arrives and keep telling me you can never reach that dream and my vision vanished and makes me feel failure again. Need some strength, and sign because for real I was being discourage when he keeps telling me I'm young. It only means that he will never like and want me like what i do. Loser! Worthless in the second time around....